Thursday 5 July 2018

Tuesday 6 October 2015

BACK SIDE

It's been a long while since I geared up and got on a mat. This Thursday I just might.

If you're in the Toronto area and want to pup out in a friendly group setting, come to Pup Night at the Black Eagle.

Check out their new website! www.KennelKlub.ca

Monday 19 May 2014

HAWRCHIVE


I've been uploading an archive of twitter and Instagram posts, along with some slightly edgier selfies, and alternate versions of pics I've posted. Enjoy!

Monday 21 April 2014

HAWK 2.0


I'm on a journey of exploring all my desires and seeking to add more pleasure and enjoyment in all my actions and interactions.

I'm an openminded guy, eager to connect with self aware guys who are pursuing a variety of interests and passions.

Not looking for a boyfriend, as I'm already in an open relationship. I'm seeking out various kinds of playmates, friends with benefits and sexy companions, not unlike some of the ones I've been lucky enough to bring into my life.

My guy and I have recently moved more in the direction of pursuing play companions together and the sexy adventures that have resulted have been hot and rewarding.

I've enjoyed a few scenes from both dom and sub perspectives, and fetish-wise, role playing and scenarios that include forms of exhibitionism, pup play, foot play and furry. The list goes on :)

There's a lot I've figured out about myself, and a whole lot more I have to learn. I enjoy being a mentor at times and sharing my own experiences, but also eager and open to learning a whole lot more from more experienced kinksters.

The exhibitionist and sharer in me wants to list all the stuff I want or am into, but that's all something that can be part of a future conversation.

I'm looking for strong connections with active, energetic guys, who balance a sense of humour and free spirit with an intense passion and drive to pursue and share their minds, bodies and pleasures with other openminded, eager guys.

It's time to put some effort into making my dreams and desires real. Perhaps I'll find some more companions for that journey here :)


Sunday 19 January 2014

I'VE GOT A FAST CAR

I've got lots to accomplish in 2014. I have talents and abilities, though I'm still searching for motivation and drive.

In the meantime, I'm still in the process of collecting, editing, and archiving photos I've taken and posted on Instagram, twitter, and other places. You can see them all here.

GregNaked has just started a new blog where he's sharing some of his adventures and sexy goals for 2014. Check it out, and you might see me pop into the narrative now and again :).

Wednesday 17 April 2013

SOMETHING TO SAY

Sometimes I feel a lot. I spend my day encountering all kinds of energies. They bounce against me, pass through me, or hit me like a slap. I've always had an awareness of the "energy signature" of those around me, and have spent years puzzling out what I perceive around me, and outside myself, versus what I experience from within. I've seen how what's inside is usually observable outside and around me.

I've been struggling with sharing stuff in this forum. I use social media as a kind of entertainment, and sometimes as a crutch of peer/stranger approval. Lately I've been triggered by some posts of people I don't even know, and I've judged their self obsessions and glib pronouncements on so many topics. I recognize their cry for approval and love, because it's in me as well. That recognition helps me judge them less, but it also inspires me to be less whiny, less of a know-it-all, and less keen on putting on a front I no longer truly believe in. Sometimes it's difficult to be compassionate, or to forgive others' foibles or shortcomings, but it indicates to me what level of judgement and impossibly high standards I hold for myself as well.

I want this to be a place of affirmation, of sharing and reflection. Sometimes my words might inspire, and other times they might get lost in the ether. It's up to me to make the difference I want to make. It's for me to say and to be.

Enough impatience, worry, and disapproval. Time to move towards joy and the pursuits that put a smile on my face. Sharing and letting go are better company.

Sunday 30 December 2012

BUCKETS OF RESOLVE

I keep promising to write more often, just as I promise: to call, or write, or text, or make dinner plans with ___, or…

It seems I’ve found myself feeling somewhat disconnected from a desire for a lot of social “obligations”. I’ve even let go of most of my social media endeavours lately. I can’t say that it’s simply a case of having felt overwhelmed with work or other pursuits. True, I haven’t really been getting enough sleep lately, and my life has felt very full. Overall, there have been a lot of good things that have transpired in the past few months. I think that the simplest explanation/description I can give is this…

I’m going through a kind of transitional period in my life, sorting through some emotions, shifting some sights, and changing some behaviours.

It’s definitely a time of renewal and I’m making the most of it. The only strange thing I’m experiencing is that the things I thought I knew about myself, and the ways I spent my time, are shifting and changing, and I’m not quite caught up with everything. Like living in a new home, I’m not fully settled in, despite my excitement and exhilaration. It’s time to let some things go for good this time, and to find new ways to spend my time and energy.

It’s also a time of appreciation for me. I have so many good people and things in my life. I really want to appreciate them more, and make those loved ones see how much I value them. I also want to take better care of myself, and to take time to really nurture myself in all ways.

I keep saying it here, but I really want to post here more often. I think I’m too often caught up in the desire to only be a certain kind of entertaining, or a particular voice of insightfulness. I want to communicate with more abandon, with more rawness and candour.

There are many ways to be an exhibitionist. There are many ways to be honest. Time to explore more of all of this in 2013.